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Coming back to work, after almost two weeks of free time - not funny. I'm completely exhausted and still a bit in shock. Mostly because I had to (yet again!) move to a different room. I so wasn't prepared for this today. I has wearing high heels, dammit. Not to mention clothes more suitable for a conference, than physical work. I was dreaming of shower after only couple of hours.
But I'm actually happy that I'll now be ina different place. I'm leaving behind the craziness that is our customer support room. I'll be sharing a place with our production administrator, a gut I like and get along really well.
It's the only good change that happened recently.

Ok, enough blabbering and on to the pictures:

( Week 16 )

Comment to this post and I will give you 5 subjects/things I associate you with. Then post this in your LJ and elaborate on the subjects given.

Below the cut are 5 subjects tarlanx gave me. It's actually fun, trying to "explain" myself =)

( On to the meme )

So, that's it. And I'm sure by tomorrow I'll have even more to add =)
And let me know if you want me to pick the 5 things for you.

They fired another 8 people today.
And I knew they would, but fuck, it was still like punch to the gut.
And they fired my friend, a guy I care a lot about. I can't even talk to him properly now, because he's busy, but maybe it's for the better, because I might just start crying. And it doesn't help, that I knew they'll want to get rid of him, too.

It's called "restructurization", the effect of global crisis. But what it really is, is a result of a fucked up corporate politics and bad management.

1.I've changed my layout. Again. I just can't find the one I'm really satisfied with. This one is almost ok, but still not quite enough.

2.I now have almost all icons for my scifi100 Cameron Mitchell challenge. But I still have three prompts left and I can't find good caps for them. I'm frustrated beyond words. Been re-watching random parts of various episodes, but with little luck. *fumes* I still have a week before my deadline, but right now I'm simply out of ideas.

3.My mp3 player died today :( I never ever go out (further than my closest grocery store) without it. On my way back from work I felt so stupidly exposed. I know it sounds crazy and I know I'm totally weird, but I just feel so damn uncomfortable, without the barrier of my headphones. 

4.Our boss gave formal Company Is In Trouble, Must Prepare For Difficult Times speech today. She didn't say how bad it's gonna get, though. Not yet. And it's going to be really bad. I know it all too well, being privy to the plans for closes future. But those plans are so much a secret still, that I had to sign a non-disclosure agreement. It makes me feel really uncomfortable, listening to people speculating about our future and pretending that I don't know a thing.

5.I'm working tomorrow. I'm so not happy about it, but couldn't really say no. Hope you all will have more fun this weekend, than me. 

Sweet dreams, everyone.

Insert another work-related rant here:............................................................
(And make it long and full of expletives).

I'm too busy and too angry to actually write it.

"I will send you scan of the icons right away".

I was writing an e-mail to one of my suppliers and this is was I almost sent.... And just few minutes earlier I was checking Merlin icons posts =)

*shakes head*

Frankly speaking, I'm obsessed with Merlin. And it feels so damn good *g* I love my new shiny, slashy fandom.
Stocktaking starts tomorrow, and usually by this time I'm a complete mess, snapping at everybody and spitting venom. But right now - I'm giddy !

*clings to Merlin (and Arthur)*

There will be icons, probably tomorrow =)

I'm back to work today. It's not as bad as I predicted. It's worse.

Extra special feature: I just discovered, that the Warehouse Guy (my nemesis, and I'll probably get fired one day because of him) can't count to seven. No, seriously, he can't.

There was a delivery on Friday, one lousy pallet, with seven boxes on it. He counted six. SIX.
It's beyond me, how he could made such a mistake. And how he manages deliveries with 100+ pallets.

I'm beginning to understand why our stock is one, big discrepancy...

My usual accomplice in creating a mayhem is not at work today.

I'm so bored.
So very, very bored.
So damn bored.

Guess I have come up with something myself...

Right now I'm singing. Not that anyone is that surprised. Most of people here think I've lost it some time go. *shrugs* Whatever.

Bored.

I'm allergic to stupidity.
it's not about me expecting that people won't make mistakes. God knows I'm doing my share of those.

But stupidity? Pure and simple and for which there is no explanation? This is something that makes me furious. Especially when it's repetitive.

I am so very angry right now...

1.My usual bus showed up good few minutes earlier than it should and I just missed it. Had to wait almost 40 minutes for the next one, nothing to read, bored to tears. Funny thing is, any other day I could simply walk, because it's not really that far. But today I thought it would be a good idea to wear pretty high heels. So not the shoes to walk few miles in...

2.In the office, I found out that our beloved GM cut us off milk. She claims that since not everybody uses it, those who do, must bring it themselves. It's all because we are suppose to cut our expenses. And everybody knows, that 50 USD per month will make so much difference (what with our expenses being usually at 10,000)... And yes, I am being sarcastic.

3.I was at home for just two days and the amount of things that piled up during this time is just insane. There's like 50 new files on my desk + 100-something e-mails and everybody want everything now. I am trying to have more patience and not to snap at people all the time, but I'm slowly losing it again.

4.Big Bad Boss is arriving today afternoon, and we are expected to be "available". I wonder how long they are going to keep us here today...

5.There is no 5. I just don't like even numbers.