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In the frenzy of spring cleaning, I just throw away 3/4 of my clothes. They were either really old and used or didn't fit me anymore (and I gave up waiting for the day they will once again).
My closet looks depressingly empty.
And what I will wear now? I should probably mention that I really hate shopping for clothes.

:(

My Kaspersky died on me this morning. Out of the blue, I wasn't even downloading anything, just browsing my usual sites.
And I couldn't restart the damn thing.

*headdesk*

I get totally paranoid when my anti virus is not working. Up to the point where I'm unplugging my modem, so it makes looking for help much more difficult. I guess I'll spend most of my time at work browsing net for any clues what could happen and what to do.

*repeats headdesk*

Anyone using this program? Did something like this happen to you?

I'm having an exceptionally bad day today.

The Cat was throwing up all morning. I'm really worried.

I will never, ever buy anything from Levis. Seriously, never again. I was this close to hanging up on them today.

My wrists have been hurting for a few days, and it's getting worse. And I'm not ever carrying anything heavy.

My friend is spreading conspiracy theories, about what's happening at work right now. I don't really believe him (I don't even want to), but it still freaks me out a bit.

I have so much work, I should spend next week sleeping and eating here. And still probably wouldn't get everything done.

Edit: Fraking Levis. They actually made cry. I hate them so very, very much...

1.I've changed my layout. Again. I just can't find the one I'm really satisfied with. This one is almost ok, but still not quite enough.

2.I now have almost all icons for my scifi100 Cameron Mitchell challenge. But I still have three prompts left and I can't find good caps for them. I'm frustrated beyond words. Been re-watching random parts of various episodes, but with little luck. *fumes* I still have a week before my deadline, but right now I'm simply out of ideas.

3.My mp3 player died today :( I never ever go out (further than my closest grocery store) without it. On my way back from work I felt so stupidly exposed. I know it sounds crazy and I know I'm totally weird, but I just feel so damn uncomfortable, without the barrier of my headphones. 

4.Our boss gave formal Company Is In Trouble, Must Prepare For Difficult Times speech today. She didn't say how bad it's gonna get, though. Not yet. And it's going to be really bad. I know it all too well, being privy to the plans for closes future. But those plans are so much a secret still, that I had to sign a non-disclosure agreement. It makes me feel really uncomfortable, listening to people speculating about our future and pretending that I don't know a thing.

5.I'm working tomorrow. I'm so not happy about it, but couldn't really say no. Hope you all will have more fun this weekend, than me. 

Sweet dreams, everyone.

Insert another work-related rant here:............................................................
(And make it long and full of expletives).

I'm too busy and too angry to actually write it.

I'm way too lazy to keep them. Better take it one day at a time and see how it goes.

What I have to do in the next few days however, is to finish my card for Winter Challenge at art_bingo . My last prompt is "Ice Rain" and I still have only a vague idea what to make of it. And the deadline is the end of the year...

Then I should put more time into making icons for my scifi100 Cameron Mitchell challenge. I got only 18 so far and I'm not really happy with most of them. It's all Merlin's fault, of course (and the obsession is still strong *g*).

Speaking of Cameron: burningchaos wrote cute McMitchell ficlet, with totally awesome Daniel on the side. If you're Rodney/Cameron fan, you should definitely read it =) If you're not, go read it anyway. You'll see those two would be fantastic together!

Btw, I realized recently, that I read very little books this year. Highly unusual for me, but I blame all those great fandom writers =)
It's time I should catch up on the published stuff, though. I have a feeling I might have missed few really good books.
On that note, I decided it's time I finally order one more bookshelf, because I'm almost out of space.
( This is how it looks right now )

The additional shelf will go where the arrows are, obviously. And I have no idea why I didn't make it for the whole wall from the start...

And now I'm going to make myself a cup of coffee, eat the rest of Christmas cake and read for a while :)

*stares outside the window*

It's snowing! And it doesn't look like it's gonna stop anytime soon...

I sometimes get asked why I don't like people. And there's oh, so many reasons, both general and very personal. But most of all? You can't count on them. Not really. Everything is fine, as long as it's they who need anything, come asking for help, are so grateful when you do. But when the tables turn? "Sorry, no can do".

I'm so fucking angry right now.

I have a week off!

*does a little dance*

This makes me so damn happy! =D

And tomorrow (no matter how much I'd prefer to stay holed up in my bed), I'll go to work, because Shep has to eat and I need my coffee and cigarettes and pay the rent.