from_the_corner

I'm pissed. I mean really, really pissed.

Quoting "The Siege" - they don't think they need us right up until the point that they need us, and then they need us.

We have a stocktaking scheduled for this weekend and the date has been set almost three weeks ago. And all this time GM was like "D. will take care of this and P. will prepare that".
Whatever input I was trying to make, it was usually shot down or twisted.

An today, well today I've heard that I am suppose to be the coordinator of the whole thing.

I wasn't even planning coming to work.

Now I have to start from scratch, beginning with creating 10-something teams (all the time remembering, that not everybody will work each day).

I need to split the warehouse into sectors.

I need to make sure that the stocks in systems are closed, as if it were the end of the month - by Thursday's evening.

I need to do million other things, but I'm so angry I can't even concentrate.

Most of all, I need to drop everything else, right now. And next week, the first thing I'm gonna hear, is :"How are those projects going?".

I know, I'm reacting too emotionally, but dammit.

I will do it, of course I will. I always do, I'm stupid like that. It's just, it would be nice to be treated like a valued employee. even if only every once in a while.

I accidentally broke my cat's litter box today and was forced to go the mall, to get new one.
I don't really like malls and absolutely hate them on weekends, when they are full of people.
It's absolutely beyond me, why someone would go the to spend time. The whole families, with kids and carts full of groceries, just walking around, like it's the best place to be on Sunday afternoon.
For most of them, it's the only time they can be all together and I really pity  those , who can't think of  any better  way to use it.

And they say I have no life...

There's nothing better, than to open you computer after seven days of "sick-leave", and first thing to notice that And here I was hoping for something nice to start the day... :-(

( Don't read if you like Carter. Seriously, don't. )

I'm biased and prejudiced, and bad, bad person. I know. That's not gonna change where Carter's concerned.

( + spoiler for season 4 of SGA )

So sue me.

Someone, please, kick my ass and tell me to go back to work. Or else I really won't get everything done on time.
But it's Friday, that feels like Saturday and the mere thought of working makes me cringe.
I want to go home (a bottle of wine and new fic by mrshamill are waiting for me).

Can I go? *whines*

I've been accidentally spoiled about season 4 of Atlantis and

( here will be spoilers and lots of ranting )

I'm not safe to be around, now. Gonna drown my disappointment in a bottle of wine.

I'm on a verge of hysteria.

Seriously. I've waited for new season for months, only to find out that fate really hates me.

My comp died a week ago and a friend of mine, who always takes care of such problems, had no time to repair it. So, I borrowed company laptop for a weekend, had new eps of SGA and SG-1 downloaded, only to find out that damned thing won't play the audio! I mean, I knew it's pretty old and operates Windows 98, but I didn't think it would be too old to play current
media files!

Since this morning, I've tried several media players, downloaded about ten
different codecs packs and nothing helped.

I'm furious and close to banging my head against the wall.

I know patience is virtue, but I was always lacking it :-)

This must be some kind of punishment...

Guess all I can do is pretend new eps are not up yet, go read some more fics
and pray I'd get my comp soon.



So not fair...

Finally put my hands on season 8 and guess what?... My DVD just f****ing died before the end of New Order p.1.
I can't remember being so mad.

Ok, I'm maybe a little slow on the uptake - which isn't my fault at all - and everybody else of course already noticed what I just noticed, but it's kinda eating me so I just have to write it down.
I'm going through season 7, just watched "Evolution" part 2 and this is all sooo wrong, that I can't find the words.
What they did with "my" Jack - team leader, always there for his kids, stubborn, sarcastic prick that I love so much? Who's the guy I'm looking at and why they call him Jack? And WHERE is he most of the time? What the hell happened to the TEAM? There is no team at all, just few people jumping around, doing stuff, no dynamics, no interaction, no frienship, no nothing. It feels like there really is no SG-1 anymore and they just got together when they really, REALLY have to - which is not too often - and most of the times everybody's just minding their own business, do their own stuff. And Daniel? So easily slipped back to where and who he was before "Meridian". Like the ascension didn't change anything, like he was on an extended sick leave and his total amnesia was just a temporary inconvenience, cured in no time by - what? And the worst part - there is nothing, absolutely nothing what was between him and Jack. And I'm not talking "slahy" here. They even don't talk anymore.
And what the hell was this last scene of "evolution" - Jack and Sam in gateroom - all about???
Ooohhh, I'm SO not enjoying it.
I'm so annoyed that it's a little hard to put this all in words. Gotta calm a little, watch the rest, then watch ot all over again and maybe, maybe - well, I don't know exactly what "maybe". But I hope I'll feel better. And that things will get better.
Although this is a very faint hope.