from_the_corner

With every passing hour, I'm more and more frustrated with what's happening at work.
I won't go into details (yet...), let's just say that I have serious issues with a boss, who's constantly trying to undermine my knowledge and questions everything I do.

And yes, I am starting to consider looking for a new job. Only I'm scared. 'Cos the last time I've tried this, it ended in a total disaster and I'm still paying for this (and I mean this literally).

I feel funny and not in a good way. I was alright in the morning, even went to the cemetery, to visit my grandparents (I do it quite often, it's close to where I live and I like going there).
After I got back, I started watching "The Fountain" (got bored pretty quickly, too). And then it kinda hit me - the dizziness, like I was on some drugs or drunk. Except I'm not.
I have no idea what brought this and what is wrong with me. I even ate proper breakfast, with tea (which is quite unusual for me).
I guess I'll try to take a nap and let's hope it'll pass come evening.

I have a temporary flatmate.

I let my ex move in, after  he broke up with his  girlfriend. 
It feels quite strange, after living alone for so long. But it's not that bad. He's out a lot, working all around country. And he's pretty disturbed with my slashy fascinations - I love teasing him about it *g* Plus, I used him to bring me SG-1 and SGA DVDs from his recent trip to UK. Definite bonus.
The cat is not much disturbed, too, even if he's not overly friendly. He actually uses one of Tom's suitcases as he's new, favourite sleeping place *g*

I took some time off work, and I'm doing nothing. Well, except my plan to start to go to the fitness club. And start swimming again.  We'll see how it goes. let's hope I won't get crippled on my first day *g*



 

Sometimes I feel the only thing I can do is to take baseball bat and smash everything I can get.
Or, alternatively, slash my wrists and be done with it.

I suspect I'm still here, and no one suffered from the bat, because I can't decide which one of those two is going to be more satisfying.

And yes - anger issues much.

Plus, I think I'm going down with something.

Fuck, fuck, fuck

I'm unusually cheerful this morning. No idea why - it's Monday, after all, plus I've already found several mistakes  in March's  production usages. Mistakes worth about 50,000 USD... And yet - still cheerful.

It may have something to do with the whipped cream cake I'm currently eating. *g*

But I'm prepared for the other shoe to drop. Any minute now...


 

The snow is falling of and off all day (more on).  Few times  it was even something close to a blizzard! 
This is ridiculous.  Someone up there  apparently don't know that last week the spring begun...
I was lucky and sneaked to work and then back home in moments of relative calm. Thank God I work pretty close to home. People living on the other side of Warsaw (or outside) were hours late at work. I don't envy them the way back.
And it's a good thing I'm lazy and didn't pack my winter clothes yet...

 Found it in icarusancalion  LJ.

A very yummy card arrived today *g*

*hugs the_muppet*

Yes, it definitely brighten my day and right back at ya with everything you wrote =D