Final countdown

[from_the_corner]

I'm deliberately and to the point of pain, slowing down the process of "digesting the knowledge". Worthless as it is, since I already know what had happened. Still, this stupid, stubborn, childlish and naivee part of mine somehow manage to fool itself that untill I actually SEE it and EXPERIENCE it - it all is yet to happen. So, the torture continues, as sweet and pleasurable as it can be.
Just another proof of my insanity. So sue me.