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The problem with fandom is, it get you spoiled. With all those fantastic people, full of ideas. Amazing, creative writers. Or those who draw, make manips and other stuff. People, who get you what you want to see on the show (and never will). When you're in this seven days a week, you tend to get disappointed with the show itself. And forget it only exist because the show exists.
I think I should be more grateful that I still have things to watch.