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[from_the_corner]

My (long due) depression finally caught up with me. Last evening I barely managed to get home, before I started crying like the world was ending. Not that there was any apparent reason, of course.
I have no idea how I'm gonna survive those two remaining days until weekend. I feel like crying all the time and there are many, many ways someone here can "trigger" me.
I want to crawl back to bed and never leave.  Oh, hell, maybe I'll do just that. I'll tell my boss I'm sick (and I won't even be lying too much).

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[the-muppet.livejournal.com]

Take the day off and take care of yourself, do whateer you need to do to make yourself feel even a little bit better.

*BIG HUGS* X

[from-the-corner.livejournal.com]

Turns out, my colleague had to take few days off, because her kid is sick. And my stupid (and so unappreciated) sense of responsibility doesn't let me to just leave it all here and go home to wallow in self pity.

On the other hand - I just found out that someone destroyed my month worth work. Maybe I'll leave it all to hell, after all.

[the-muppet.livejournal.com]

*hugs you*

Just take care of you and focus on you if you can, OK?

You're more important than anything else. More important than anything going on at work. Put yourself first. x

[from-the-corner.livejournal.com]

Put yourself first.

Looks like I'm doing this only when it doesn't really matter.