from_the_corner: (Dean surrounded by idiots)

I'm having an exceptionally bad day today.

The Cat was throwing up all morning. I'm really worried.

I will never, ever buy anything from Levis. Seriously, never again. I was this close to hanging up on them today.

My wrists have been hurting for a few days, and it's getting worse. And I'm not ever carrying anything heavy.

My friend is spreading conspiracy theories, about what's happening at work right now. I don't really believe him (I don't even want to), but it still freaks me out a bit.

I have so much work, I should spend next week sleeping and eating here. And still probably wouldn't get everything done.

Edit: Fraking Levis. They actually made cry. I hate them so very, very much...


Oct. 4th, 2007 08:06 am
from_the_corner: (Default)
My (long due) depression finally caught up with me. Last evening I barely managed to get home, before I started crying like the world was ending. Not that there was any apparent reason, of course.
I have no idea how I'm gonna survive those two remaining days until weekend. I feel like crying all the time and there are many, many ways someone here can "trigger" me.
I want to crawl back to bed and never leave.  Oh, hell, maybe I'll do just that. I'll tell my boss I'm sick (and I won't even be lying too much).
from_the_corner: (Ianto)
My right ear is not yet totally healed, and now the left has decided to join the party, and I got an infection in it, too. What the f***k?? I know life is not fair, but this is a bit overkill.

I would be banging my head against the wall, but it hurts enough, without an extra exercise.

And I can't even comfort myself with a bottle of wine, because I'm back on strong drugs.

Whoever / whatever is up there, has sick (pun intended) sense of humor and clearly doesn't like me.


Mar. 5th, 2007 10:59 pm
from_the_corner: (Rodney)
I hereby declare March being the month of self pity and self indulgence.

The former is really easy.

As per the latter - let's start with dark chocolate with marzipan filling and "National Treasure" (not a terribly good movie, but it has Sean Bean in it, so... yeah...).


Feb. 14th, 2007 11:52 am
from_the_corner: (Default)

Got flu or something.
Can't even watch yesterday's SG-1 episode, because even my eyeballs hurt.

*crawls back to bed*


Sep. 25th, 2005 03:45 am
from_the_corner: (Default)
Spent last three days reading happy/crazy slash (yeah, I'm kinda addicted and absolutely not ashamed, a gal can have a little fun, too).
Laughed myself to death, probably definetly convinced neigbours that I'm a total loon (couldn't keep it quiet and I'm not sorry) and few hours ago finally ended up crying .
For no particular reason.
Or maybe becouse of the "happy end"?
Or because Christmas are coming (again) and this inevitable MOOD, which just choke me (again) and don't I know it?
Or maybe because I'm "happily" sealing myself up in a cement bunker of my head - again, and it's getting easier?
Truth is - I'm scared shitless.
And don't know what to do.
Apart from going to shrink, which is still not an option for many reasons.
I'm ready to surrender.
Now how fucking pathetic that sounds?
And did I mention smoking 30-something cigarettes?
Gonna try get some sleep anyway. Maybe I woke up in some nice AU, where I still have at least ONE brain cell that functions properly.
And could someone, please, hug me?


Sep. 19th, 2005 10:20 pm
from_the_corner: (Default)
So it seems I'm not gonna be single mother after all. *Mother* being the key word.
And it's the only consolation, since other things seem to get more screwed up every day.
Life at its best.


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